Uggh… I feel like I’m going to fail every single class. Or maybe just barely pass it. Which would actually be worse, in my opinion, because I wouldn’t get the chance to retake it and get an A.
I feel pretty much horrible. I don’t know how I’ll get straight A’s. I don’t know what I’ll do if I DON’T get straight A’s.

I’m having an awfully good life. Like, amazing. I know it could get better. But I’m pretty satisfied with it as it is. I’m swing dancing and doing TKD and ice skating and I’m going to start swimming tomorrow. DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS PLACE!!!!!!!!!! There isn’t enough! I’m having an absolutely fabulous time – how can I possibly be unsatisfied? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME???????? Well, there are only two options – get over it, or throw everything else away and travel the world until there’s nothing left to see. (After that, start on space.) What? Did you really just say that there’s a third option? Stay here and be miserable? No. I don’t intend to live my entire life like that. I’m going to have the best time anyone ever could. I am NOT going to get stuck living an ordinary life.

Uggh. That old feeling is never gonna go away, is it? I’m not even gonna be able to find a new way to put it. I need to travel. I’ve got to see the world. I have to explore every corner until I die. Simple as that.

Wow. I never really write on here anymore.
Preferred spellings…

Colour vs. color: Color. The other sounds like it should be related to liquor. Not that I have any problem with liquor. I just think about it in a completely different context.

Grey vs. gray. Grey. It sounds more silvery, and more mysterious, and quite frankly, just more awesome.

Honour vs. honor: Please see above regarding colour and color.

Gaol vs. jail: Gaol all the way.

I’m addicted to this song. Clocks – Coldplay (Instrumental) It sounds like running and adventure and love. If I could take my dream life and put it to music, this would be it. It’s not often you find a song like that. It’s not something that you easily get out of your mind. I heard it first years ago and I tried for ages to find that song, but I had no words to go off of. I heard people playing it on the piano and I heard in stores sometimes. It drove me crazy. Finally, this last summer, I was looking at songs from Coldplay on Youtube, and I tried this one because I’d heard it was popular. I can’t describe the feeling you get when you finally find something that you’ve been trying to find for years.

Last night was amazing. I went with the honors group to watch Troy (we’ve been reading the Iliad and that was essentially the result) (and yes we are nerds) and it was so much fun!
I love being a nerd. Nerd life is so awesome.

Today was a fabulous day. Nothing spectacularly great happened, but everything went well. And I had no trouble finding parking. 🙂

I’m so dead. So completely exhausted. I was up until 3:30 last night (a fact which is now known to almost every unlucky person I’ve spoken to today) working on… CALCULUS!!! I can just imagine what I’ll be doing tonight. Oh, and I mustn’t forget the Iliad. There’s quite a lot of that to read too. It’s weird to be in Honors classes. Everyone is as smart – or smarter – than me. But it’s nice to have people that know exactly what I’m talking about when I use big words. I should probably go work on homework; I’ve got two math assignments due tonight and chemistry homework due tomorrow plus 6 chapters of the Iliad and – let’s see, am I forgetting anything? No, I think that’s it. Wonderful.

Holy SHIT. I just got on here (after logging in this morning, mind you) and found two hundred and twenty-freaking-nine spam comments. More pop up about every 2 minutes. It’s disturbing. Ah, yes, another one.
I have chem lab tomorrow. NO FREAKIN’ CLUE what to expect, but I know a couple of people who will be there, so it can’t be too bad. Right? I actually kind of like chemistry. (Another comment. This is ridiculous.) (Make that two.) (Or three. Jeez.) I really want curly fries right now. The gas station nearby makes the most amazing curly fries. (Two more comments.) I’m “doing” calculus right now. Difficult stuff. Indefinite integrals are killer. (Aiieeee. This is ridiculous.)

Did I tell you about the tournament??? I may not have had the chance. But yeah, Taekwon-Do Regionals were just held, and you wanna know something? I kicked ass. I do not even care if I’m bragging right now. I got gold in sparring (against one person, but I couldn’t help that), gold in breaking (and trust me, that WAS impressive), and bronze in patterns (completely my fault – I messed up).
Also, school has started, and as expected, it is insane. I’m also a little tired. And completely non-random at this point.

College is so busy. I’m so tired.