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I’ve got my driver’s license. Finally. I was just about screaming this morning, but it slowed down to a giggle by the end of calc class and now I’m just experiencing a feeling of solid relief, splattered with bits of freedom. I get to drive to school all by myself now!!!!!!
Wow. I just got overwhelmed by the thought of leaving, so much so that I would probably have stumbled if I weren’t already sitting. It was a good sort of overwhelming thought though.
What the hell am I doing? I won’t say that I think this is a bad idea, or that I’m not looking forward to it. But have I lost my mind???
WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING???????


Pardon me for saying so, but I DON’T WANNA LEAVE!!!!


May
30.

I was up so late last night. Around 4:15 AM, I realized that birds were chirping. I peeked out through the blinds, and yep, the sky was getting light. I love having an East window. I think I went to sleep about 15 minutes later. I’d had so much caffeine earlier, and then I talked to Sean for nearly three hours. I always wanted a big brother when I was younger. I thought about having an older sister, but decided it would be too much trouble, and besides, I was a tomboy. (Still kind of am.) What use would I have for an older sister? I may have also been biased by the fact that I knew that I had an older brother out there somewhere. I’m glad I finally found him. I’ve been planning to do that since I was little. I told my mom when I was maybe seven or eight that I was going to see him some day. Of course, at that point, I figured he was going to be the one who sort of popped into our lives, not the other way around. I don’t remember exactly how old I was when I decided I would have to find him, but I know that once I did, there was nothing that could change my mind. My mom said that he had his own life and didn’t need us messing it up. She honestly believed that. I wasn’t sure if I’d mess it up, but fortunately I was selfish enough not to care.
I’m listening to the techno trance music that Kevin gave me. Goodness knows why it’s making me a little sad. Maybe because I’ll miss him. Crap, I really better not think about missing ANYBODY right now, much less my best friend. I’ll see him a couple of times. And summer’s not forever.
But it’s long enough to have some fun, and boy do I intend to. 😀


Summer’s almost here! At least, for me it is. I’ve got two weeks of school left; things are getting busy. I’ve got about 6 or 7 people to hang out with before I leave – all during finals week, which is actually my slowest week, except for the fact that I have to pack. (THAT MAKES ME SO EXCITED!!!) Oh, did I never mention???

I am about ready to BURST with excitement! I’m not going to tell you why – not yet – but I will some time. Because I’m pretty darn sure I’m gonna do it. And I’ll let you know when it’s finalized. HEHEHE!!!!!

Remember this post? It’s mine. Well, I’m going to go live with Sean for the summer. THAT’S what I was so darn excited about. And while I’m no longer bursting with it (probably because I’ve told everyone important to me), I’m still pretty effing happy. But man, I’ve got a lot of stuff to do in that time. I have to pack (MAN I wish I could start right now – I’m making a list already), see all my friends, get a job down there (I pretty much have a guaranteed one), get my license, and… and… and…
Well, it feels like I have a lot to do. Partly because I have to finish school too.
Here are some of the darned cheerfullest cloud pictures I’ve ever seen.



May
26.
Category: music

Holy crap, I’m in love. Listen to this.

Amazing, no?


The weirdest thing just happened. I was walking back to school after having breakfast/lunch/dessert, and these three guys were walking on the sidewalk in my direction. As is typical of me, I looked at them. (I tend to look at things that are in front of me. And if the things are good-looking, it makes it easier.) Anyway, the guy on the right looked straight at me and literally slowed down. For some reason (and this is really weird) I could not look away. It wasn’t a love-at-first-sight kind of look; more like yeah-you’re-cute-but-why-are-you-staring-at-me look. At least on my part. I have no idea why he was staring. We watched each other until we were literally side-by-side.
Now, all you romantics are thinking something along the lines of, “That’s so sweet! I bet you’ll meet him again, fall in love, get married and have a million children.” Trust me, it wasn’t that kind of look. My eyes must have gotten stuck or something.
I think his eyes were blue. I’m not really into blue eyes.


I would now like to take a moment to curse myself for being unintelligent.
Bridget, you…..!!!!
Never mind. That’s rather discouraging.


May
21.

Ahh, how I love days off. MarioKart, reading, SLEEPING, Halo, breathing (imagine, I actually get to breathe!) – all that jazz. So relaxing. Blegh, and I need to start homework again in an hour or two. BUT I SHALL NOT THINK ABOUT THAT NOW.
There is MarioKart to be played. Great deeds to be done. Brownies to be eaten. Life to be lived. 😀
I believe I want some iced tea.


If you have a function that seems irreparably screwed up, take the derivative and cuddle it for a bit until you get the critical numbers. Then give those to the original function. If the function hits rock bottom, you were right – it is forever ruined. If the function finds itself on top of the world, then you’ve just fixed it.


May
17.

WHOA. This thing got updated. I sure didn’t do it.
Energy drink on an empty stomach… exercise… strained bicep (rather irritating)… question in math class while mind wasn’t cooperating… not the best day ever. But there’re a few hours left. 🙂



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