I do not feel normal right now. Not a bit. I was talking to one of my friends earlier, and she says that she doesn’t hate anybody. She doesn’t even dislike anybody. I don’t get that at all. She was talking about people she knew whose parents hurt them, and she said that she didn’t hate the parents. She didn’t even dislike them. She felt sorry for them. I don’t understand her at all anymore.
In fact, I don’t understand much of anything. Maybe that’s normal. Maybe no one understands anything.
Gaah, I sound horrible. I don’t really believe that anyway. I’ve just been thinking too much today.