I feel like such an idiot. Can I ever keep my mouth shut?
Okay, so, tonight I talked to someone I practically hate. The thing is, I don’t always hate Said Person. Just most of the time. Tonight was one of the times that I didn’t absolutely hate Said Person. So, I talked to Said Person, for no absolute reason, and proceeded to tell Said Person that I liked them very little, after which I said that I hated them most of the time. Right after that I called a friend and said that I had really messed up. Said Friend said that he had just gotten a text from Said Person’s sister asking if he knew why Said Person was crying. At this, a feminine weakness to make Said Person feel better overtook me, and I called Said Person to apologize and say that I didn’t mean most of what I said. EVEN THOUGH I DID!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???