I’ve lost my randomness. I don’t have time for it anymore. Randomness left the first day of college, when I walked in those double-doors trying not to run into anyone else who was doing the same. Randomness left the day I turned in my first assignment, and when I got the assignment back, it yelled goodbye from down the road. Randomness left the day I realized that the only reading materials I had time to read were online articles and my history book. Randomness left when I started going to bed late, because of homework, and getting up early for the same reason. It left when I realized I liked college. It left when I got 100% on a math assignment. Randomness left because I didn’t have time for it anymore. It left because I grew up. I always wondered why there are so few random adults. I don’t want to just become another one of the crowd. I don’t want to be normal.