I should do something. Like dishes or mopping or something. Something that requires getting my hands wet. Why? I wear nail polish. I like nail polish. But I am a messy nail-polish-putter-onner. My nails look very nice. But the skin around them looks very painted. And water helps it go away faster.
Alright, so I have more important things to talk about than my nails. I don’t really feel like sharing them with the public though. I’m not exactly a public person.
Oh, I’m sorry, is something wrong? You’re hurt and shocked that I won’t share? Too bad. I’m not sorry. Really, think about it. It makes no sense to say anything.
I’M JUST RAMBLING NOW!!!!! Why can’t I shut up? I don’t feel great. Less than spectacular. And I miss Jordan. I really wish she would come back. I’m trying to get my mind off stuff, and I’m not really good at it. I’ve never been. I’ve watched all the funny movies I care to watch, and I could do work but it doesn’t always help. Last night I was up until after 3 in the morning because I couldn’t stop thinking. I got up a little after 7 to go to a black belt workout, and I could barely keep my eyes open. The teacher kept bugging me about it. Yes, I realize I’m testing in about 2 months, but I can’t help that I’m tired. And he thought it was my fault that I was up that late. I dunno, maybe it was. In a roundabout way. I need to work harder. I honestly don’t care if I break. Not right now I don’t.
I’m going to keep the house clean. I’m going to do well at TKD. In fact, I’m going to get as close to perfection as I can. I’m going to get stronger. I’m going to be ready for college when it starts, and I’m going to kick butt. I’m going to do everything. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW???